So on Sat, Sept 11, 2010, at 6 weeks 3 days old, Giselle rolled over!!! She rolled from her stomach to her back. Unfortunately I wasn't quick enough with the camera, but I got her today! I'm so excited that she is showing such good muscle control. She put her arm under herself and twisted herself over. It was amazing.
::Dr. Visits Next Week::
I'm so scared to find out if her hole in her heart is closing on Monday. She is gaining weight so I hope that is a good sign that it is closing. I just hope it's good news. I'm so afraid she will have to go into surgery. The doctor was like "It's a very simple surgery, the most common one we do. There is only a 2% chance of something bad happening." Psht, there was only a .03% chance she would have Down Syndrome, remember?
::Closer to Meeting People with kids with DS::
So, the clock is winding down till the Buddy Walk. Only like two weeks left. I'm nervous about seeing the grown kids with DS. Will it upset me to see what Giselle may be like? Or will it not be as bad as I thought? Will the other parents (most likely older than me) accept me into their little circle, or will being 23 and covered in tattoos be too much to handle? I'm just a bundle a nerves about it all. I don't want go back to crying. I kind of live in a fantasy world because she is a baby and you can't tell there is anything different about her. But seeing the kids will be like a reality check. I just hope I'm ready for it.
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